Mount ophir

i am finalli back in singapore!!!

did nth much after 16dec.. met up hsing to buy some stuffs at tpy on 18dec.. but end up she's not feelin well.. =( so cant join us for the trip..

there's 14 of us in the end.. me, cat, iris, vien, raymond sir, kher meng, wei long, rackcent, eddie, toh wee, ervin, jia rui, danial and hubert..

first day :

darlin fetch me to bugis.. to meet up wif them.. at 7+.. and we took the express bus at 8+? reach malaysia.. cross the custom.. and went to larkin! and to kota..

we was takin bus and waitin for bus all the time.. cox kota tinggi was flooded! so ended up.. we eat our lunch there.. and we went back to JB.. and went to larkin.. and waited for the hired van to come to send us to mount ophir.. and so.. we reached there at 9+.. and it was raining... after we pitch the tent and had our dinner.. but we ate alot at larkin le.. ahaha.. cooked baked beans and rice..

toilet was dirty and scary! damn.. went in wif iris once.. and i dun ever wanna go in again till next morning.. it was damn cold at night.. and was kind of drizzling.. tent was wet.. and cant slp.. so slept two hrs in the end..

so next day.. morning.. wake up.. had porridge.. and way we go to mount ophir!

went in.. climb up.. a little portion of ophir.. we din went to the submit cox of time and not prepared.. and it was the 6th toughest mountain in malaysia! ya.. put our things at the campsite.. wher we took the nearest one as it has shelter.. and we went to the waterfall! climb up and up.. den play awhile.. went down again.. cox ray was not there.. and we got no camera.. lol.. so went down le.. den go up wif everyone.. except some who dun wanna go and look after our things.

took pictures..

went back to our shelter area.. and slack there.. cook and eat.. play cards.. some slp.. and it rain the whole night.. damn.. 7+pm at ophir = singapore 12+ midnight! so damn dark there..

lucky we had torches and raymond sir brought lamps.. saw a monitor lizard and monkeys on the way up to the water fall..

today.. wake up.. its raining.. but we got no choice.. so off we go..! had a short break at somewher outside ophir.. i also dunno wher.. had toilet break and some food.. brought things.. and back to sg!

took a bus back to sch.. wher raymond sir went off first after we reach the custom..

washed tents, mess tins etc.. pack things.. and took a cab home.

jux finished packin..

and i missed my darlin!!!!

blog next time.. tired.. haha.. bye bloggiE!

i will nv go to marina south again!

cox.. wednesday.. after me and darlin dinner.. we went to marina south to prawn.. and it rain.. after half an hr.. so.. he took the big umbrella to put it onto the table as a shelter.. so later.. at first.. he drop the rod into the pond.. nvm.. den later!! the umbrella flip another side! and the umbrella and table fall into the pond! and the girl, call her A.. wif her bf and another couple.. first we noticed the A cox she shouted damn loud when she caught the first prawn by herself.. so when the table and umbrella fall into the pond.. she keep laughin and sayin OMG! OMG! -.-"

so darlin went to take umbrella small de.. and tell the guy lor.. after one hr.. we went off.. -.-" but actuali we still left one and half hr de.. den he saw his fren.. so walk over to the fishin side.. and seat there awhile.. and when the rain is smaller.. we went back.. -.-" cook the prawn to eat.. a little.. less than ten.. haha..

so thursday.. i cant wake up la.. sleepin.. went to tpy... slack whole day there..

fri.. went to sch..at afternoon.. take a cab frm darlin shop there.. haha.. den had DIY final assesment.. so one of my klass pple help me.. so heng i pass the second attempt.. lol.. den ECONs onli waiting for helen and CJ to come back frm gems to hand in the project.. den we went back.. so i go up.. to hand in my LOA and took a bus back.. saw gui fen on the bus.. went to buy bubble tea.. den went back.. slack till night..

went to pasta mania to take the hiking bag frm hsing chieh.. den darlin jux nice come.. so i forget to buy barley for him! cox he soar throat ma.. den too gan jiong liao.. forget.. -.-"

den watch tv.. eat... watch tv till 12+.. and we went to shop to get his TW.. den we went to punggol! go there.. to the sea there.. den later went to eat at a coffee shop.. de "COVE" station.. i think.. den darlin eat laksa.. and he buy me chicken soup.. haha... den so coincidence that i was thnking of drinking soup.. den he buy le.. lol..

den went back lor.. today.. i slack till now.. went down to eat and buy bubble tea again.. sian.. nth to do one.. hai.. den now can online.. cox comp no pple usin.. wohaha..

heys! back!!!!!

cox i am free now.. lol.. not free actualli.. i now lazi do sch work.. hahaha..


think i did not go aniwher on thurs night? hehs.. i dunno.. or did i mention before.. me and darlin went to crocodile farm to catch prawn? hmm.. the first time there.. i seriously forget when le!! damn...

aniway.. i remember i fri.. cant wake up for sch.. went to town wif darlin.. cox he din go work too..

i brought a pair of slippers.. frm far east.. and he brought me two tops frm bugis.. we went to eat crystal jade express at wisma.. the ice cream toast! and chicken wings and soya bean..

after shoppin at orchard.. we went bugis ma.. den we went to eat sakae sushi at bugis.. saw ah yong jie jie at takashimaya.. -.-" scare the hell out of me.. went to metro.. find connie.. joselyn too.. hear they say its lee lee last second day workin..

after eatin.. we went back..

i realli got short term memory leh.. damn..

sat.. went to sch.. for venture meetin.. but i was late.. when i reached.. the meetin is endin.. -.-" we stayed back to discuss the food etc.. later on.. went to cat house wif beca and iris.. den later.. me and cat went to miss poh wedding! at the church.. so me iris and cat took bus 64.. to boon keng.. and me and cat took a train to serangoon.. meet sherry there.. and cabbed to the church.. at jln lateh there.. ulu place..

den later after the weddin.. me cat and sherry was lucky to have a cab in the church.. we cabbed to kovan mrt.. to have our breakfast cum lunch.. mac! -.-" after eatin.. was not feelin well.. cat went back.. sherry too.. well.. me and cat got story to share! LOL.. its abt.. someone.. who dunno wan wad pple think of her.. nth to do go buy cigerette and lighter to smoke.. wtf.. -.-"

den later i took a cab to darlin work place to find him..

den at night.. change le.. we went to meet kenny and kopi.. at bbgg there.. and supposed they wanted to go kulia. in the end.. go in dunno wher la. i onli knoe go in malaysia.. den come out frm pasir gudang there.. den end up at a coffee shop.. wif alot pple.. so mani pple frm forum also..

den we eat there.. chicken chop! its nice.. and satay.. den went to their "playground" to play..

and i swear! i dun wanna take kenny's bike!!! cox my darlin uses kenny bike to pillion me.. and pop wheelie somemore.. and the force is so damn great la.. his "R1" -.-" so scary.. like wan fly out like that.. plus he not riding veri fast.. the force so big le.. mayb not use to it or so.. eeew... but a nice experience..-.-"

den later went back to sg.. went to marina south play game.. den wanted go prawning de! den so mani pple.. end up we go to the pier there.. to have some drinks.. den went back..

sunday.. was sleepin the damn whole day la..

till at night.. went to eddy's birthday at "home"... not realli mani pple.. they open the damn big btle of martel! the biggest de lor.. 700++ sia! darlin paid 80bucks.. haha..

so they drink within one hr plus to two hrs sia.. still order 2 or 3 tiger jug, one bucket heineken soemmore.. diao.. so some was drunk.. i am lucky.. i nv drink much..woahhaa..

so end up.. they got some disputes between some of them.. den later went to mac downstair le.. still continue.. den later some went back.. den long story la..

aniway.. after everything.. me and darlin and george shared a cab back.. called dingboon for help when i reach 12storey.. he do stun.. -.-"

aniway.. slept at 4+..

cant wake up on monday.. heard the alarm.. but i cant open my eyes.. slept till noon wake up... but darlin still not feelin well.. he slept whole day and night lor..

den tuesday.. went to sch... went for the bs2 retest.. i might as well dun go sia.. i studied the same questions.. and the paper is totally different! dunno why la.. capped at 50 nia.. also wan torture us.. damn..

reached home at 7..! bath.. mum was at home.. after i bath come out she bu jian le.. lol.. den later waited for dar.. went to his house eat.. den his mum buy burger and fries.. eat le.. went to selegie eat dou hua..

and smth happen.. dun wanna say.. nth nice.. damn..

today mornig.. wake up late.. decided dun go sch le lor.. cox go also go one hr.. den go home.. so nv go sch lor.. den online till now.. went to tabao mac jux now to eat.. who knoes.. ah ma house got buy noodle! lor mee.. end up eat my mac la.. den online..

miss poh weddin!

me and cat..


me and ms poh! er.. mrs Ng?


at malaysia...

i cant wake up again ytd!!! wed!!!! i woke up late.. end up.. i nv go sch.. meet up melody at tpy.. and we just slack there.. -.-" till evening.. and it rain! before she go home.. so on my way back.. it rains heavily.. dot.. den lucky after darlin work.. the rain stop.. so he could come and fetch me.. =D went to his house to eat.. cox his mama got cook.. den later went to punggol park.. catch some small prawn.. caught three small "sun hock" and one garay? but put it back again..

went back.. slp..

monring.. i slept late! cox raining.. nice to slp wad.. den took a train to sch.. damn far.. frm darlin place. haix.. den reach sch le.. went to eat wif helen.. actuali she accompany me.. lol.. den later went back to klass.. about an hr later.. lol.. do the tut.. hand in.. sian.. supposed alvin was to do some.. but he say he in hosp.. this and tt.. so end up.. we decided to do ourself. and hand in..

after sch.. took a train home.. and i am online till now!

hmmm...

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aniway.. his phone had some probs on sat.. -.-" but he called me durin evening..

sat night.. went fishin.. at pasir ris big pond.. slack there 7 hrs and caught nth!!! lol.. -.-" till next morning den reach home.. diao..

sun.. boring day. sleepin all day long.. and eat something when we wake up.. midnight went to eat at lavender food court..

monday.. cant wake up on time! lucky i got my attendance mark later when i reach the lecture hall.. at 11+.. -.-" had klass as usual.. borin day la. my whole CT lecture i was doin measurements.. and i finalli completed tutorial 9! haha.. onli the sub-structure.. -.-"

so ytd night.. still not happi! so go fish again.. at small pond.. a great improvement.. 2 fishes.. but.. the others anglers beside us.. caught alot more obviously.. hehe..

so went back.. cook maggie mee.. eat. slept at 2. dunno why.. today still cant wake up!! fuck.. -.-' miss structures again.. went to eat smth wif darlin first.. before i took a cab frm his workplace.. to sch.. reach sch at 12+.. slack awhile.. saw them at fc 1.. so helen ask me go out smoke. -.-"

went out le.. den later went back to klass.. had building services.. and i failed!!! damn.. 40percent.. it suck.. who to blame.. other den myself.. -.-"

so had measurements later.. and i went home while some of them went to chinatown..

ah ma jux cook maggie mee for me.. raining heavily.. and i am damn hungry..

so bye!! goin to eat.. woahhahahah.. lame..

i woke up on wed!!! and went to sch.. seeing my structures tut lecturer for the second time of the year.. well.. he does not regconise me.. and says my attendance is damn good.. ya.. "good" so first words he said was" u failed ur structures right" confidently! but too bad... i passed.. =D lol..
so after struc was measurements.. as usual.. after sch.. went back home..

suddenli got the kick to eat fish.. so tt day darlin bring one of the fish he caught durin the competition.. so i cooked it.. and eat it.. wif my aunt.. lol..

den went to find darlin..

and i was sick.. -.-" havin a flu.. damn.. din went to a doc.. thought i will be fine..

so thurs.. was quite sick.. went to see a dr. lee.. 18bucks.. two days mc.. thus.. thurs and fri had been slackin.. sick.. eating med and slp.. -.-"

so.. thurs night.. went to pasir ris to fish in the small pond wif darlin.. den thought i was ok.. but reach there i started to feel sleepi due to the medicine!.. dots.. caught 3 fishes onli.. den there de shop uncle gave us one more.. lol..

den fri night.. went to mustafa awhile.. eat prata.. den went back..

today.. cabbed home.. tired.. slackin.. and my darlin MIA leh!!!!!! hmm.. wonderin wad he was doin.. his HP was off.. could not contact him! after he sms me and ask me about the kipling bag.. !!!!!! how could he.. =( haix..

so maybe till evening.. his phone is still off den mayb callin shop number le bah.. haix..

heys.. here to upload some random photo..! but wait la.. i blog first.. LOL..

hmmm.. damn tired today.. feelin damn sleepi.. but i wont slp now! i will wait till tonight.. cox i scare if now i slp le.. later at night cant slp.. haha..

just went down to buy bubble tea, the cream, and a pack.. -.-"

and i got no more money now.. LOL..

aniway.. friday night.. went to bedok jetty wif darlin after his work and all.. went there at 10+.. supposed wanted to fish taman for his sun competition.. end up.. nv la.. caught a few taman and a small fish.. saw HL and TF there.. lol.. as usual.. cycling.. haha.. den till around 4+ den went back.. went to a 7-11 at hougang to buy spagetti! and drinks. green tea la.. -.-" den jiu went back..

so.. sat.. woke up.. slept till 2+. wher darlin earli go work le.. so went to wash up.. as it was raining.. and since i am late.. took a cab down to meet cat and angel! we went to dhoby gaught.. eat pasta mania.. helen was at starhub.. so look for a awhile.. den went back to eat my lunch.. cum breakfast.. -.-" and they gave me a fred perry side bag as my present!! the one i saw tt time and i think it was ex and i dun wanna buy.. and so they dislike seeing me carrying helmet bag whereva i go.. lol.. they wanted me to change my bag there.. haha..

so later went to carrefour.. and walk over to the cathay cineplex.. brought the tix 710.. the show.. "happy feet"! pple may say us payin $9 to watch the penguins.. lol.. but they are cute la..haha.. it also tells pple not to fish around.. not to break their food chain.. dot dot dot..

den before the show.. we slack at ben and jerry! forced to eat ice cream again! =( cox i ate anderson after my lunch at pasta mania.. LOL.. so we ordered three scopes, of the mix and match to share.. LOL..had a fun time playin wif cat silly camera.. hahaha..

so after the show.. we walk angel to MRT.. and when we reach the MRT.. i saw darlin bike past by me.. diao.. den walk wif cat to her bus stop.. and i carry on walkin back to cineplex.. den went back home..

den sun.. morning.. wake up damn earli! cox there is a fun fishin competition held at marina south.. the place wher we go prawning.. so caught 4 fishes.. but nv won.. cox the big big fish eat another pple bait.. =( but its ok.. haha.. darlin de dad also at there..

den afternoon.. i went to fish prawn.. not alot prawn le.. caught a little nia.. sians..

after tt went back.. bath.. and went for dinner wif darlin, his dad and his brother..

den we go buy bubble tea.. and the snail i think is still crawlin his way outside darlin house de corridoor.. -.-"

so not a veri good day.. cox had some quarrels wif him..

so mon.. could not wake up for sch.. was still not happi wif him.. due to sun night.. he woke up late too.. went to work.. on the way.. i called him.. den long story la.. den later he come back home lor..

den oven the prawn.. and den slept.. den later we took a cab to bugis.. walk around.. took pic! the crash machine is recommended! haha.. den later walk around.. walk till the rochor beancurd at near prinsep there.. eat..

and than took a bus back.. and he go buy kachang puteh eat.. on the bus.. dots..

later on reach home le.. den at night his fren called.. jio him go prawning.. wif him and his gf.. so we went to hougang meet them.. and on our way to marina south! its raining.. damn.. and i had a nice bath before i went out k!!!!

we caught more prawns! woahhahaa.. later we bbq there.. caught a milkfish too.. damn small.. use hand de.. lol.. cox when walking to toilet.. the fish jump out.. haha.. bbq it.. giv the guy workin there eat.. he dun wan! so bbq till 3 den reach home..

ready for bbq!



bath again! and slp..

force my self to wake up today.. though i was late for lesson.. diao.. tts why i am damn sleepi now.. got back my structures paper back.. finalli! and i got 75! yeah.. haha. for a last min study.. lol..

den after sch went home lor.. mum at ah ma place also... giv the bag to her.. yawns..

taken at city hall on last fri?


me and helen in lesson.. -.-"


my small cake durin my bday from cat!!! and the rose!


me and cat..


the roses darlin buy for me!


but.. i accompany him go wash bike on tt day!!!!!!! this is the evidence!


most prawn caught.. at night.. sometime last week.. lol..




we cook it..


yummy!


ahwell..

yeepppie..

-.-"

aniway.. 22nd night.. went to eat supper.. den later went back.. slp.. till next day.. when goin eat supper is at midnight le! so its my birthday! LOL.. -.-"

aniway.. nth much.. so thurs, 23.. went to sch.. thx to some of my klassmates who wished me.. and cat who called me at 12midnight.. lol.. and some who sms me too! =D

den so went to bmt.. go halfway i went away.. go bugis meet cat.. and the lecturer din mark my attendance! wadeva..

den meet her.. she brought me a rose and a small cake! haha..

den later walk around.. spend money in the arcade! -.-" play stupid games.. lol..

den later pass mum the CD at bugis..

went to amk wait for darlin..

and darlin brought me a bouquet of 12 roses! wohahha.. and his reaction is so funni.. when he took out his flower and look at cat rose.. diao!

den later went back.. bath.. change.. and went to tampines..

why leh.. go see him and kopi wash bike!!!!!!!! tts how i spend my birthday.. haix.. suan le..

aniway den we went to changi eat nasi lemak! there de ah gua not alot le leh.. saw two onli..

den jiu went back home..

today.. i din knoe why.. i still cant wake up for sch! sux..

darlin fetch me to sch.. and it rains on the way.. so make him gotta wait for rain to get smaller and ends up hes wet when he reached shop.. and was so damn late le.. sorry...

so actualli i went in to klass.. wanted to get measurements paper.. den teacher say in her office.. so i bluff her i go toilet.. and go to buy a btle of green tea go out find darlin..

den later went back.. to klass.. go her office.. alvin was there too.. we are the two whos attendance sux.. and so.. i pass my measurements! but wif a damn lousy grade.. 52.5.. sigh.. got lecture by her.. hee.. she check my other attendance.. and i cant get debared!!! cox if i get debar for more den three modules.. i will be remove from course!!!!!!!!! darn.. and alvin says he will win me in my studies!!!! -.-" cox he din pass his measurements..

so went to fc 1.. helen and tracy was there le.. so they goin to eat finish le.. but they was nice to wait for me go buy food to eat.. haha.. den we went to library.. the rest was there.. in the DVD room.. sian..

Diy pc teacher gettin clevere!!!!! he does not want to mark attendance before he starts his lecture!!!!!!!! damn.. so helen din go for gems.. and she one person waitin for me in the DVD room cox i rented "haunted mansion".. so went to library find her.. and end up my gems no attendance.. lol.

den later after watchin the show.. was 2+ le.. went to toilet.. den we went to foodcourt.. some was there.. den later went to econs.. aniway the show was quite nice.. =)

and surprisingly! i passed my econs!!!! wif 71 percent! LOL.. tts nice.. wif my last min study.. one day before.. so quite contented.. lol.. which i think i will flunk my econs.. lol..

so later.. went to take mrt go home.. cox after takin back the paper.. she let us go home.. dots.. so i wondered why i go sch for.. i dun have attendance for measurements! sigh..

i am gonna study hard le!! goin to sch always.. cox i dun wan my GPA to drop till less den 2.0..

i will try.. -.-' sch fees are ex..

wheeets.. monday night.. went to marina to fish prawn! we used two rods.. one for him and one for me. haha..

not bad i think.. den later we went back.. we prawn till 3+.. -.-" went back le.. we washed the prawn.. and we cook it! LOL.. in a oven.. hahaha.. nice.. and yummy!

so ended up.. tues cannot wake up.. slept till 11+.. diao.. so darlin dun wanna go work.. so we went out shoppin! went to bugis.. den went to vivo.. brought a top at bugis.. den later after vivo.. went to party world at "cha ren"

den go to chinatown there eat fish head.. den went back..

dunno why.. i cant wake up today.. idiot.. -.-" overslept.. till 10+.. lesson ends at 12. so din go sch.. wonder if i pass my papers not.. -.-" hee..

sian..

got photos for the prawn.. but kind of lazi to upload now.. wohahhaa..

sat.. din slept well..

so aniway.. sat night.. went to pasir ris small pond to fish wif darlin lor.. at night.. 11+.. fish till 3.. went to kembagan and eat mee sua.. den slept.. so caught er.. 4 fish? haha..

aniway.. slept till morning.. and was waken up.. cox his relative all come.. because he prayin his ah gong..

den later.. went to motor tiam.. play awhile the pocket bike.. -.-" i admit i dunno how to ride a bike.. diao..

den later went to amk.. and tt silly kept on went to jewellary shop and ask me wad i want for my bday! -.-" wtf... dot dot dot..

den later went back.. 3+.. bath.. and slept..

all the way.. though i got wake up.. tt pig.. is so pig.. he slept and slept.. and does not wan accompany me out.. til later in the night.. got no mood to go out.. den he ask me go out.. end up went back to slp.. diao..

till today morning! woke up.. and go sch.. den after sch came back..

ah ma din cook! my god.. tts so nan de.. so ordered pizza to eat.. woahhahaha..

today is the 20th!!! and my darlin says " ya.. so.. " humph!

finalli finished my last paper ytd.. thurs night went to fishin wif darlin and his frens at pasir ris big pond.. hmm.. he caught one fish.. but his fren nv.. haha.. went till 4+ den reached home..

slept.. woke up late.. 830.. dots.. so he send me to sch... heng reached in time.. saw izy, ina and yu qi at mac.. so ask them why they at there.. they still studyin.. -.-" saw tracy later.. and we walk in to klass.. paper was easy.. read through all ans before.. but tts not the main point.. main point is i forget!!!! fuck..

so was damn tired.. went off after the paper.. took a bus.. reached home.. tabao wan tan mee.. eat le.. went to slp.. could not slp cox at first ah ma and my big aunt was tokin and tokin.. damn.. finalli fall asleep.. den hours later.. angel called me at 4.. -.-"

went to meet her.. and we went to bugis to get cat present..

went to v8 to wait for cat.. and den she come le.. we ordered food.. eat le. tt stupid woman wanna go marina square pass his big bro the camera.. -.-"

so no choice lor.. walk there..

darlin finalli call me le.. after his work.. at first was fine.. but ended up quarrelin..

ya.. something is wrong wif me..

so went to wait for bus at 8+.. and jane den call me... knn.. went to attica.. den end up she ask me work upstairs.. 1030..

the rest i dun wish to say..

so.. workin was alright. fuckin tiring..

ended work at 6+.

waited for a cab damn long..

finalli reach home..

bath...

he went out wif his frens.. go boat quay till 5 den reach home.. ha... think he falls asleep cox he din reply my sms..

so should i sms him now? hmm.. lots of things running in my mind now..

mayb i should go and slp now.. ha..

fucked up day..

hmm.. tuesday.. everythings ok le.. met darlin at night lor... but din realli tok also.. den wed.. morning. he send me to sch.. had structures paper... kaox... the calculation one question 15 marks sia! damn... hope can pass..

so after the paper.. went back tpy.. slept.. till noon wake up.. studied for measurements.. den later at night.. meet darlin le... went to eat.. at lor 4? i dunno wher.. lol.. tpy there de hawker.. den later eat le.. went back.. study abit.. den slp..

so today morning.. i woke up withought the alarm! den went to sch there de jumbo coffeeshop eat prata.. while he eat nasi lemak.. den later went to sch for the paper..

after the paper went back home.. slack till now.. blog.. hee..

need to go work tml.. =( goin to help jane teach a new cashier frm monties..

sigh.. thought i could have a good rest.. and accompany my darlin after i meet up wif cat and angel tml night.. but den.. still.. i am nice.. so go help jane loh.. since sat i got nth to do.. den she always ask me i always reject.. den can shun bian go take pay... give my darlin miss me more. LOL.. -.-"

ok.. so tml my last paper!!!! good luck..woahhaha.. i haven study.. i am sleepi.. so tonight may accompany darlin go fishin.. =)

argh.. damn fucked up now.. even after a bath.. ya..

woke up late today morning.. but managed to get to sch in time.. as he sends me to sch.. so later.. went for my econs paper.. smsed him to ask him can wait den we go eat after my paper.. as i know i will finish this paper quite earli.. as i knoe i wun knoe how to do..

after my paper.. read his sms.. and he said tt he at work le.. k fine.. ask him why cox he say he scare SP will check him.. no matter how many times i tell him is impossible.. he jux cant get it.. so i was angry.. he says he would wait for me tml or the day after or anything.. so wads the point.. my paper will not finish as earli as today.. so i smsed him.. tellin him why..

so.. as i throw my temper on him jux now.. i intended to go and find him for lunch.. so took a train down.. i feels tt i force him to meet me like tt la.. of some things i sms him.. so later reach amk le.. i did not wanna go to the shop.. waited outside some place..

waited for half an hr around 11 he came.. tellin me he need to finish doin a bike cox cust takin at 12.. so i say ok.. u go do.. actualli wanted to wait for him outside.. den he not realli happi and walk off.. so i went to wait for him at shop..

he walk himself and i just walk behind.. and of cox.. i went down all the way find him.. seein him walkin by himself.. cox i am not happi.. fine.. nvm..

and i am damn hungry at tt time.. nvm..

went to shop.. waited for him finish the bike le.. he dunno doin wad.. so later another cust came... and he need to help do his bike first.. so waited till 12+..

went over ask him wad time he will finish. he say take out this le den ok le.. so fine.. waited..

den we go eat.. so i got back my gastric problem.. i think he knows it.. but he cares? nah.. he later ask me wad i wan eat..

so after eatin.. went to have a smoke.. den we go off...

i say i wanna go cheers buy thing.. den he follow.. and he continue his way back to the shop.. till i stop him and say i goin home.. and he jux say " ok bye"

WADTHEFUCKIDOWRONG?

he DONT even sms me later..

ya.. maybe i should not even go down and find u at all in the first place.. haha.. mayb i am too stupid to think tt it be alright.. =) ya.. i am the one who give temper first.. so i gave in.. and go down to find u.. but.. wad i get in the end.. makin myself more angry.. not havin the mood to study at all..

jux dunno why i am in such a mood today.. things accumulated makin me more and more angry.. argh..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and he does not care.. maybe i'm not worth? i dunno..

maybe is just purely my own fault..

wheeetz.. now raining damn heavily.. haha... jux came out from a bath..

aniways.. friday.. phoneless day.. lol.. went over to find darlin.. den later see him wash bike.. and we go eat.. den go back.. did i go fishin? hmm.. i foget le leh.. think have la.. punggol park.. lol..

den sat.. went to tpy.. slack there.. -.-" study abit.. den at night darlin come over.. den sunday.. wake up le.. accompany darlin go eat.. and knoe wad!!!! he went to say hi to the "guy" omg.. "he" is always at amk ave 10.. standard.. den the "guy" smile at him.. another incident.. he says kenny say hi to "him" on sat.. and "he" ask kenny got miss him not in chinese.. omg.. -.-"

so after accompany him at shop do bike.. den we went to eat.. cox supposed we goin to eat de.. den he go say hi to "him" den dunno why suddenli fan wei.. so do finish bike den go eat.. and his cousin so funni.. lol.. teach me how to ride the pocket bike.. hahhaa..

den later went over to desmond house downstair.. saw his baby.. so cute.. lol.

den later went back to his house.. go buy things.. den go eat.. den went back.. den later went down to void deck study at night.. -.-" den i buy coffee.. so end up i cant slp after i dun wanna study! damn...

so slept in the end.. for a couple of hours.. luckily manage to wake up.. while darlin slp like pig! lol.. den later he send me to sch.. before tt go coffee shop seat awhile..

paper was ok.. din do one question.. damn.. -.-" hopefulli can pass.. wohaha. tml paper sure die! ECONS!!!!! haix..

aniway after today paper.. went over to darlin shop.. den we went to eat.. or he see me eat carrot cake.. -.-" den he go back shop le.. den ahwile later i went to take cab home.. he was so scare when the "guy" walkin past.. lol.. who ask him go disturb "him"! lol...


so i am free.. i am sleepi.. i haven study econs! hai..

but i shall post some random pic.. lol..



darlin and me at kenny house downstairs



hehe..



too borin.. taken while at koufu @sp with helen..



my lecturer loves this.. lol

after finished blogging on tues.. went to meet darlin as usual.. den at night go fishin at punggol.. i think.. is tues.. lol..

den wednesday! reached home.. do e learning.. haha.. den at night.. went to eat wif darlin.. den nv go aniwher le..

thursday.. finalli finished my elearning.. except! the measurements elearning tut.. and the proj for econs.. and the rest is done! spend some time lookin through measurements notes.. kaox.. all so luan.. hai.. -.-" den his mama got cook.. so went to eat .. den at night... too bo liao.. go mustafa shop.. lol.. he brought a degreser for his engine onli.. den went to prata shop.. as i got a sudden gastric pain.. so cant walk.. so go eat smth.. eat le.. still not feelin well.. duhs.. den went back to darlin place..

today.. wake up le.. now at home.. slight rain.. yawns.. haven touch my books..lol.. ah gong and ah ma jus went to see a doc.. my uncle bring ah gong go to tan tock seng i think.. i also dunno.. hee. while my big aunt bring ah ma go circiut road there..

so now.. left me and my aunty at home.. sian.. rainin more heavily le.. feel like goin down to buy bubble tea jux now.. but.. see the rain.. sian..

i wanna watch cartoon! -.-"

its time to finish all this craps.. aniway. wanted to change blog skin for damn long.. no time la.. cannot blame.. i got no designing de cells in me.. lol..

plus i forget take my hp back today.. diao.. darlin take le.. den he forget pass to me when droppin me off.. !!! so i am phoneless now.. wohahhaa..

sometimes... i feel afraid.. afraid of losing u one day.. how i wish that this could last forever.. and i will try.. till the day.. u gave up on me.. i gave up on myself too..
loving you till the end of time..

yawns.. long time since i blog.. haha.. since i quite free now.. lazy do elearning.. but completed most of them le.. haha.. stupid sia.. thought all multiple attempt.. den measurements is not! den i go click submit withought doin any quest.. -.-" kaoz.. dunno the lecturer wanna help me open not.. sian..

aniway.. last week... wed to fri as usual.. wed never go sch.. overslept.. den thurs got go sch.. fri.. idiot one.. reach at 8+ den found out start at 9.. den nv go prac or tut somemore! damn.. den so.. saw chun and xy.. so went to eat mac.. den later helen come..

fri.. after sch.. went back home.. den later meet darlin.. din go aniwher.. my silly darlin injured his head.. -.-" den so acc him go see doc.. and he does not wanna tell me on the phone! haix.. den went back slp..

sat.. went to fishin.. at punggol park i think.. haha.. caught lots of prawn.. before tt went to the usual place to catch some guppy.. den slept quite late..

sunday wake up at noon.. 12+.. den went to JB! went to holiday plaza.. cox there got pple look after bike.. so safer.. den went to JB eat kfc.. lol.. den later shop around.. and it rain.. -.-" so stayed there.. brought a top.. den brought some food.. den later 6+ no rain le.. den went back to singapore.. reach back.. not hugry.. so nv eat..

den at night went to punggol park again.. den go there.. fishin! no fish.. -.-" catch small de "sun hock"

den monday.. darlin late for work.. so he go work.. den i take cab home.. do elearning.. and slp.. till night.. den darlin come fetch me.. and we go bishan park to fish.. there alot of ants.. damn.. den got lobster! but catch bu dao.. lol.. den later went to punggol.. den got small rain.. but we continue to stay.. there got a big fish i think.. but than dunno why run away.. with the bait! lol.. den later go 401 eat.. eat le.. den jiu go home.. 4+ reach sia..

so today.. slp till 1+.. wake up.. den cab back to tpy..while darlin earli go work le.. reach tpy at 3+.. go ntuc buy eggs for my ah ma.. den buy bubble tea.. buy facial foam.. walk home..slack infront of comp. till jux now den do e learning.. lol.. still got a case study, measurements, and GEMS de haven do.. sian..

den now online.. darlin today seems so busy.. hmm.. now adays la.. not today onli.. haha..

think tts all bah.. it seems to be raining every now and than.. diao..

heh.. forget wher i go on wed night le leh.. nowadays got STM.. if nv remember wrongly.. my darlin came to find me.. and tt guy tok to me on the phone outside his shop and dun wan come down.. keep askin me raining not.. den who knoes.. when he reach here.. he is all wet.. haha.. so went to see him eat.. den later went back.. cox i not hungry ma...

so.. 26.10.06, thurs.. had lessons.. ct and bmt.. borin.. den after tt.. went to dunno wher leh.. LOL.. friday.. never go sch.. damn sleepy.. and i slept the whole day kies.. till 5+.. wake up.. cook maggie mee.. waitin for darlin to come back.. den we go fishin!.. at punggol end.. till around 3+? haha

den sat... morning.. damn tired.. overslept.. wake up at 1130.. supposed he acc me go see doc one.. appt at 1130.. end up.. he send me go den he went to kallang race.. den go there le tt rider nv go.. -.-" so waited for the doctor.. till damn late.. 1+ sia.. the couple keep lookin at me.. wtf.. den later see finish doc le.. went back home lor.. go find helen.. den go home bath.. den go find tt helen again.. cox she workin at tpy tt day.. den after tt went to meet cat.. met her at dhoby gaught.. den we go harbour front together.. went to vivo city.. the length is long.. but like a few storey onli.. den 3rd level can see till sentosa..

got take pic.. lazi put..

den later went to clarke quay.. and we went to TCC to drink coffee.. den go to attica take tips from jane.. after that went to medi-ya walk around.. den darlin come le.. tt silly boi never call me when he comin.. -.-" so end up he gotta wait for me and cat to walk over.. lol.. den after tt.. went back.. den wait for him do the fishin thing.. den we go fishin!.. at punggol.. punggol end alot pple.. so we go another side one.. den fish till morning.. ! around 5+.. went to punggol end.. i caught a sotong! lol.. den went back home.. slept at 8..

till sunday 4+.. wake up.. went to eat steamboat at marina wif david and his gf.. den went back tpy.. take things.. den find helen awhile.. raining somemore! den later went back.. change.. do BMT.. den went to geylang bbgg meet them.. kopi was there also.. den later went to mustafa.. meet ken.. den change money.. den go second link.. go there.. darlin buy me the mr bean bear! haha.. den later the road like they open de ma.. go round and round... haha.. while some watchin by the side.. dots.. den later after tt.. went back to sg.. go bukit timah eat prata! den jiu went back.. slp.....

monday.. overslept.. went to sch.. pass them things.. den later go back dad place.. eat pizza.. go sch.. den later darlin waitin for me.. den we go jurong point... and than go dad house.. den later he come home le.. den go fetch jie.. and we go eat chili crab at cck! haha.. den go back slp..

today morning.. go sch.. late.. lol... den till now.. fuckin sleepi! yawns. my darlin is so busy today... lalala..
meh!

hehs.. back.. so sleepi now.. raining damn heavily.. hmmm..

aniway friday.. went to sch as usual... den after klass went to tpy.. den waited for darlin to finish work den we went to J8 to buy tix for "death note".. den went to to darlin house eat.. den eat le.. watch tv le.. den go J8 watch movie.. cox we buy 11pm de tix.. watch till around 2+am.. ate popcorn and drinks onli hor.. the show is nice.. but darlin fall asleep.. haix..

den the next day.. sat.. supposed to meet angel, cat, iris de.. but den.. fall sick..-.-" got fever, diarrhoea, headache, vomitted.. -.-" downstairs doctor not open.. so brought some panadol to eat.. eat le.. stil haven ok.. darlin was at work.. but he came to cook porridge for me at afternoon.. den he go back work again..den at night went to see doctor..

eat le doc med.. feelin abit better le.. so went to slp.. next day.. not realli feelin tt well.. slp till noon.. his aunt came.. den afternoon we go pungol fly kite.. haha.. but not much wind.. so play awhile.. den went back.. eat..

next day.. monday.. went to sch as usual.. after sch.. went home.. so damn suey.. my mum at there kp here and there.. ask her sign thing onli.. so difficult to find her.. wtf.. den do quiz the IE page hang.. need to email the teacher AGAIN.. -.-" den light spoil.. den darlin busy tok to me in another way.. den feelin not good.. den my mum was still sayin this and that later.. kaox... fuck..
in the end.. darlin come to tpy lor.. den we go eat.. cox supposed i go find him one.. den later waited for mum to come.. sign the thing for me.. sian..

next day.. morning.. eat noodle.. den went to tanjong pagor de "bai bai" there at 4 like tt.. waited for him.. playin games.. hp de.. so tired.. so see his hp.. saw some sms.. hmm.. i also dunno why.. just feel wierd ba.. hai.. den aniway 7+.. went to bugis eat swensens..! and he say next time dun ask him go eat.. hmmm...

den go arcade.. dun say le.. go play the sweets machine.. so suey tt day.. hai..

den today.. wed.. woke up earli.. cox lesson at 8.. cant late.. the lecturer so strict.. and my attendance for that module is like.. zero.. diao.. so reach in time.. went to T301.. den saw hx there.. den later the tut teacher tell us combine klass.. go T312.. so go lor.. was earli.. so teacher haven come.. waited awhile.. structures is like maths... hai..

aniway later had measurements.. ya.. it sux.. dunno how to do.. the lecturer gave us one tut wan us complete in two hrs.. and i did onli half.. how to pass sia.. hai...

den after sch.. went to take train.. go find darlin eat.. eat le.. go his shop.. den awhile.. den i take a cab back.. go tpy cc hand in the CDC bursary.. den walk home.. raining.. till now.. hai.. sian..

hmm.. been one week since i last post.. haha.. since now i am free.. lol..

lets see.. hmm.. fri din go to sch..

sat.. meet cat! we went to town.. haha.. but town is borin. supposed to go vivo city.. but nv go.. so meet her le.. went to lucky plaza eat... den go walk around.. den we went to crystal jade express eat.. tt stupid woman force me to eat her ice cream toast.. lol.. so after eatin.. we walk around.. went to far east also.. den go taka.. meet connie there for awhile.. den walk to cine.. eat my tako pochi.. and the bubble tea there sucks.. -.-"
so we walk to dhoby gaught there.. accompany her wait for bus..

den i went to cathay.. walk around.. waitin for darlin.. den he come le.. we went to buy ticket.. "silk" not bad.. quite nice.. he kenna scare! lol.. buy tix le.. we went to eat the shaolin snacks.. buy the jumbo hotdog go in eat.. after the show.. slack abit.. den go back home..

next day sun.. went to his ah ma house.. at sembawang there.. saw his aunty and some cousins.. haha.. his mum was there too.. she took cab.. haha..

den monday.. din go sch.. den evening darlin cook ok.. lol.. den tuesday also.. i got MC de hor!

so wed.. go to sch le.. miss so many lessons.. so kindof damn blur now..aniway the structure teacher dun wanna mark my attendance.. damn.. kenna two warning letter liao.. -.-" diao.

den thurs.. today.. also go sch.. was late.. reach at 11.. so when i reach the class... it was CT.. took back my retest paper.. which i din go tt time de.. got pass.. heng.. haha.. den later we went to eat lunch.. -.-""" den go comp lab do report.. after tt.. went to building services.. slack there basically.. -.-" den later took photo of the brickwall for the BMT proj.. den went back to tpy..

went to popular wif benson.. den later i go buy some doughnut, jiu cheng gao, chocolate slice and tabao home.. haha.. den eat le.. online.. bath.. den online.. den.. hmm.. i feel like changing my blog skin..

aniway.. i gotta go sch and must work hard le! this sem de work looks difficult.. sigh..

hmm.. today.. is.. er.. thursday! and i did not go to sch on tues and wed.. jux plain sleepin on tuesday.. but i did go sch on wed for the CT retest onli.. haha.. which is at 3pm.. so wake up le.. study for the test.. den go find darlin go eat.. den frm there i took a cabby to sch.. the paper was predicted.. cox the teacher alreadi tell us most of it.. lucki i study de.. jux nice 7question.. lol.. cox i din count when i study.. haha..

so before ct retest was online.. alvin came to tell me tt hx say his attendance can fight wif mine.. wth.. its true but i dun think u need to make any comments.. sometimes i realli find it damn wierd.. u guys can dislike him and say him this and tt.. den infront still can like nth happen.. yawn... but i not gonna care.. lol..

so after the ct retest.. went home.. my silly brother.. go lock himself in the room.. and he does not wanna open the door! damn him... i reach home at 5.. before tt he alreadi lock himself inside liao.. so tok to him nicely ask him open he dun wan.. nvm lor... 530.. he down there cryin say the door cant open.. sickening..

den after tt.. 6+.. took a cab down to aljunied to meet cat.. meet her to have dim sum at geylang.. den walk to her house downstair.. darlin waitin for me there.. den jiu went to selegie eat dou hua... den go back.. oh.. and he brought a la bi xiao xin frm the person who held a note and a bag of toys for pple... ten bucks,.. for tt.. -.-" discount he says.. haha.. damn tired..

den today.. thurs.. damn tired la.. he din heard the alarm i also nv.. so overslept lor.. haha. darlin send me to sch.. den it was 1130 le.. ct pract should end at 12.. went to klass.. teacher see me i see her pattern.. -.-" see them pack thing.. den later went to eat.. den go comp lab.. den go BS2.. the lecturer kenna us psyco... den he 2+ release us le.. lol.. den jiu take mrt home.. tabao chwee kueh.. and eat la.. haha. den online till now.. bye~!

yawnx.. today.. monday.. haha.. din go to sch.. not in a mood to do so.. hmmm..

aniway.. thurs and fri did go sch.. but fri woke up late.. haha.. so went later.. friday was so damn tired.. after sch.. went back home.. than went to work.. sigh..started work at 9.. so work till 4+.. damn tired.. and hungry.. so went to tabao mac before goin to find darlin.. shun bian da bao giv him eat also..

den slp till evening.. woke up.. took a train to clarke quay.. walk to liang court and meet tiffny there... went to mac buy milo drink.. waited for her.. and we go MS eat ba kut teh.. den go work.. den sat was attica ebiza carnival06.. need to wear mask ok.. but we din wear in the end.. lol.. den my credit card machine spoil.. so end of the night cant do settlement.. dots.. den onli done on the new machine.. was damn hungry and damn cold k.. sneezing all the way.. after work le.. my darlin come to fetch me.. den we go eat mac.. lol.. again.. eat le mac den go back slp..

so jane called me.. did not heard the phone.. till darlin take the phone to me.. called her back.. den went down to attica to so called help her.. cox of my spoilt credit card machine.. so went to eat wif darlin downstair.. den go back tpy.. den go to attica.. den i went in.. who knoe frm 530 do till 8.. somemore got me, jane and sarina counting.. diao.. den darlin was waitin.. feel so bad.. den he kindof not realli happi.. =(

den jiu go back home loh.. den at night was hungry le.. so went to eat boon tong kee.. so ex.. -.-" chicken rice.. and darlin order abolone eat leh.. lol.. den still got free soy sauce and chilli sauce.. -.-" den jiu go 7-11 buy thing.. hmm..

den slp.. today.. monday.. no go sch.. so darlin also nv go work acc me.. we went to bugis.. go there walk around... he say the engineered jeans wierd wierd.. hmm.. den later we go arcade.. go and catch bear and sweets.. lol.. i kena the jackpot.. after spening near 50bucks.. hee.. den later go eat katong laksa.. den go eat rochor beancurd.. den jiu go back home le.. den he go work awhile.. i online till now.. lol.. goin bath den go eat le.. bye!

aniway.. quitted attica.. but jane did not tell jeff.. so i still consider the staff there.. -.-" but dont intend to go back work currently.. mayb till i am broke.. lol..

wohahahaha..

yawnx.. today is wed.. so tired and sleepi this few days or weeks..

aniway.. continue from my last post if i remember.. hee.. hmm.. friday.. did not go to sch.. overslept till 1+.. and end up dun feel like goin.. so tt day darlin also nv go work.. he lazi.. lol.. =x so in the end.. went to watch vcd.. and slp.. -.-" at night not feelin well.. still damn sleepi.. so din go work also.. haha.. think at night din go aniwher bah..

sat.. din go work also.. went to meet connie and joselyn at evening.. tt day was so damn hungry and tired.. think got gastric problems again.. hai.. den on the train was so giddy... heng reach orchard fast enugh.. if not faint in train so pai seh.. lol.. den meet connie le.. go eat chicken rice at lucky plaza.. damn.. eat half onli.. den no appetite liao.. den later went to metro and find joselyn..she off work le.. den we went to cineleisure.. watched "Rob-B-Hood" a nice show.. haha.. the baby is so cute.. lol.. den after the movie.. i thought the movie is 1hr plus.. so darlin 9 reach le.. den i 930 den went down.. lol..

den they went home.. den me and darling went fishin! at pasir ris park.. 3 hrs $50 sia.. but good thing is he caught 7 fishes.. haha.. den after fishin went to eat porridge.. dunno why also eat abit le.. den fan wei.. nv finish everything.. den later went back.. wash the fish..

sunday.. slack till evening.. den meet david and his gf.. they go deskar road eat mutton.. eee-.-" den i was damn hungry.. den nv say.. den he keep askin me i say nth ma.. den later he angry wif me.. reach bugis dun wan tok.. den i go eat chicken rice.. den later went to tan tock seng visit kenny... cox he accident.. -.-" heard he go bang wall.. diao.. den visit him le.. den jiu went home.. hai..

hmm.. den monday.. woke up late.. went in to the lecture hall at 11+.. lol.. but lucky got mark attendance.. den later went to CT lecture.. as uausl.. pple tokin, reading comic, sleeping, starin into blank space.. haha.. i also not an exception.. lol..

den after tt.. went to bugis.. with helen, xy, cj, ben.. den we go walk around le.. go eat pasta mania.. den dj also join us.. den later darlin reach bugis le.. so went back his house.. den eat again.. diao.. cox his mumy got cook.. lol..

den later tueday... i slp and slp.. so actualli wanted to go lesson de.. so i did.. i took a train.. halfway.. i dun feel like goin.. -.-" so in the end.. meet jia yao and accompany him to chinatown to buy his gf present.. den took mrt le.. den found out tt sales girl gave him the wrong one.. so went back to change.. den i lazi take mrt liao.. so went to buy ba gua.. den later shared a cab back wif him.. -.-" reach home le.. slack awhile.. den cab down to amk to find darlin.. lazi la.. cannot blame.. hai.. one day take two times de cab.. broke le..

den his mummy also got cook.. so i at tpy eat le.. den go there eat again.. -.-" lol.. den after eatin.. we went to his fren de ROM chalet.. at downtown east.. den go awhile.. den jiu go home le..

den wed.. today.. i woke up late also.. hee.. went in to the last half an hour tutorial of structure.. but teacher say " u no need do le.. next time better remember come cox its ICA module" kaox.. damn.. ICA module on earli wed morning! fuck.. -.-" meanin i die die also mux go.. haix.. after tt was measurement.. cant realli catch up on the work.. so difficult.. =( den after sch.. went to eat KFC wif helen and cj.. den later went home.

online till now.. wohahha.. goin to do BMT later.. hai... bye~!

and.. happy birthday cat! ytd.. lol..

lastly.. my darlin is so sweet to write me a testimonial ytd.. wonder when did he online and i dunno.. -.-"

first week of sch..

heh.. back.. was workin last fri and sat.. main bar pos 1.. work till 4+.. den darlin came and fetch me home.. =) den go back slp and slp.. den sat.. was workin at long bar.. pos 2.. it is so damn bloody cold there.. like freezing.. cries.. tt day went back together wif jane.. her hubby send me back..

sunday.. slept till noon.. wake up le.. went to shop wif darlin.. david and his gf also there.. we went to eat.. den go golden mile wif his uncle.. den later we went to far east plaza.. den went to watch "haunted apartment" at lido.. watch le.. den went off le.. went to tpy take thing.. den go his place..

next day.. monday.. first day.. supposed to go sch.. but when darlin wake me up.. i dunno say wad to him.. think i say i dun wan go sch.. lol.. ask him go work.. so he went to work and i continue sleepin.. lol.. din go to sch in the end..

tuesday.. went to sch.. 10-5.. den wed also go sch.. 8-12.. den wed supposed to be 830.. but i din knoe.. diao.. reach there and onli a few pple nia.. those who also dunno de lor.. lol.. went to sch cox got presentation.. sian.. den after class.. went to darlin work place.. actualli findin him to eat den go home slp de.. in the end.. we eat le.. went back to shop.. cox i lazi go home.. den later accompany him go town take thing.. den slack at there.. -.-"

den today.. thurs.. there is no CT.. heng i ytd go find teacher.. for the LOA thing.. den she say.. -.-" she came in tt time i was not in klass.. so mani pple dunno also.. diao.. den today slp till 11+.. cook noodle.. den went to sch.. reached at 1++. go till 4.. for BMT.. i am so good girl.. ahhaha..

aniway.. dunno when.. remember we took a cab.. wif his mum and bro.. we go geylang eat dian xin.. think is mon la. haha.. ytd his mum bday.. so went to get a wallet together wif darlin for her.. den go eat mos burger..

tml is a long long long day... haix..

yawns.. school is startin soon.. and its like.. fuckin borin.. especially i hate friday! damn.. if i am goin to go sch.. on fri.. it will be supposed to be 8-5pm.. and after tt.. gotta go work.. at either 9-4 or 1030-6.. gosh.. took next sat off.. diao..

aniway.. was stayin at home normlly.. din realli go out.. and sch starts next monday.. i did not fail ani modules.. can continue.. but should be failing CT this comin sem.. so.. will be askin the lecturer.. if confirm fail den i dun think i will be attending the lesson.. and repeat the whole year again.. why.. cox CT is a year long module.. fuck..

so last fri and sat, the 15 and 16.. was workin.. darlin manage to wake up on fri to pick me home.. and while sat shared a cab wif isabelle.. as we goin to the same place.. sat was together workin at cy wif emma.. cox was teachin her.. quite ok i think.. cox i dun realli need to do anything.. woahha..

aniway.. slept through sunday.. till noon.. woke up.. was gonna rain at 5+.. so me and darlin faster went down to tampines.. had the express tepanyaki at basement.. saw wai yee there.. lol.. cox she workin there.. so she is nice to treat me two cans of green tea.. haha.. so went to buy mel's present.. and we went to mel's chalet at downtown.. saw some pple i knoe de.. kah sin, yeh li, wei sheng and hou yun.. den later me and darlin go help mel buy alchohol.. den before tt cut cake.. den later they went back le.. so seat awhile... fel and her gf came.. so was tokin.. den 10+ we went back le..

monday.. darlin nv go work.. so went to bugis.. dunno why damn sleepi.. went back to slp after eatin KFC there.. and walk abit.. lol..den at night went to heartland mall wif darlin and his bro to go eat sakae..!

den later tuesday.. met up wif cat at bugis.. we like walk every corner of bugis.. and feelin damn tired.. -.-" went to breko.. later kenna force to go icon.. =( i hate goin there! -.-" walkin round in a square and walk down every storey.. lol.. so later pei her to train station.. den darlin came to fetch me..

wed.. meet up wif connie and joselyn.. went to plaza sing and watch "little man" ok la.. funni show.. -.-" so connie as usual.. always get lost there.. -.-" den before the show we went to have lunch.. den after movie.. we walk to OG.. they go find a fren.. den later at night.. joselyn went back.. den connie walkin the same way as me.. so i went to pei her wait bus.. den went to carpark there wait for darlin.. so later.. on the way saw TP... -.-" get a long way to go back.. diao..

den ytd.. slakin at home whole day.. den overslept.. and waitin for aunt to bath.. so din go shop find him.. lol.. end up he come fetch me and we went to lor 8 i think.. there to eat ba chor mee.. before tt i eat man bao le.. so din finish the ba chor mee.. hee..

today.. friday.. sigh.. workin later.. good luck.. workin at pos 1 main bar.. cox some of the handwrittin is realli dunno how to read one.. lol.. mayb goin to slp now.. wohahaha.. bb!

results out le.. -.-"

was workin on last fri and sat.. the 8 and 9.. but sat was not feelin well.. went back earli.. lucky darlin haven slp.. so he came and fetch me back.. den was sleepin the whole sun.. -.-" den mon.. tues.. nv go aniwher.. everyday slack at home.. den meet darlin go eat.. yawns..

aniway.. jux took back my result.. damn heng jux pass.. -.-" all C and D.. ha.. meet up wif jane and eunice on monday.. go her house bake cake.. den today.. i also bake something.. but not bake in oven one.. aiya.. wadeva.. -.-" life is so meaningless.. -.-' haha...

lalala.. -.-"

so borin now so come blog.. feeling so sleepy.. wed went to work.. met up wif eunice at bugis and eat le.. went to work at 9..

den thursday.. 31aug.. forget go wher liao.. lol.. -.-" den friday sat workin.. darlin sick.. accompany him to doc.. den he was sleepin at home.. but he came to fetch me on sat after work.. he and kenny came down..

sun.. supposed to work.. but leg pain.. so nv go.. slack around.. den at night went to eat..

monday.. slack at home i think.. haha.. went to find darlin at his work place.. den later at night his fren bike got prob.. so went down to punggol.. see see look look.. help him awhile..

tuesday.. went out with eunice and wei hao.. went to bugis.. den we go suntec.. play ddr.. den sing ktv.. den meet dar at marina square.. den i lost there.. -.-" den reach le.. went to genaral hosp.. accompany david see doc. den go chinatown eat.. den went home..

today.. met connie.. went to rebond hair.. she come tpy find me and we went to eat mos burger.. den travel down to bedok.. den buy xiao xin vcd! den darlin come and fetch me.. =) and my darlin sponser me fifty for rebonding.. wohahaha.. =D

yeah! sakae sushi and kbox!

yawns.. so sleepi.. haha...

think goin back to slp later...

aniway.. friday! 25aug.. din slp for the day k.. haha.. was jux slakin around.. and my aunty came over.. tokin wif her..

so later around evening went over to orchard to meet melody! so long since i see her.. wanted to go party world.. but its damn ex.. so we went over to kbox at cine instead.. and the jug of bbc taste like coke.. -.-" and its realli coke onli.. haha.. den sing till 9+.. darlin come le.. den we went to eat.. den went home..

saturday.. i was so li hai. sleepin the whole day k! till evening.. duhx..

so dun have appetite to eat.. eat a little bit of noodle.. den later night time went to home ktv.. take cab there.. cox was andy birthday.. so ps.. -.-" they opened martel at 12. and 1230.. its finishing.. kaox.. -.-"

aniway i was feelin not realli ok.. so end up darlin gotta send me back.. lol... first time vomit till like tt.. -.-" pui...

so reach home le.. could not slp properly also.. slp and wake up.. den later 4+.. we went to compass point.. walk around loh.. the arcade there sux.. always cannot play.. all this.. den later at night went to pungol and had dinner wif his uncle etc... quite mani pple..

den monday.. tt lazi boi din go work.. haha.. =x so we slp all our way till 4+pm.. LOL.. wake up le.. watch tv.. den around 7 we went to heartland mall to eat.. sakae sushi! wohaha.. was so damn full.. -.-" den darlin buy durian puff.. den went back.. watch the vampire show.. so funni.. haha.. den tts all bah..

tml wed.. goin to work.. =(

klass bbq was 25aug.. din go.. and might as well say i knoe le.. but they din tell me wher to meet and wad time also.. so also can say they din inform.. haha..

still remember wad benson say.. the despise are despising the despise.. gosh.. so wad should i say.. hmm..

lalala

monday night.. went to home ktv find david le..den went to loyang bai bai.. on the way home scary.. dun say le..

aniway tuesday! 22aug.. finish my last paper! but.. same la.. no diff.. dunno how to do.. kaox.. -.-" finish quite earli.. meet daniel for a smoke.. and so.. lucky we finish it slow.. cox one guy throw it on the floor and got one malay guy walk over show him the identity and ask him for his ic.. haha.. sad..

den after my paper le.. went to bugis.. meet wh.. waited for him quite long. went to buy thing for my boi.. den jiu go sim lim accompany him buy thing.. den later went home.. den went to darlin de shop there find him.. haha.. wanted to change the wallet for him one. but inside too mani thing.. cannot put all in.. so pass him everything.. askin why his wallet so mani rubbish one.. haha..

den later went to accompany him eat.. den went home.. den was watchin vcd.. den i hungry.. lol.. so went to eat porridge.. den wonder around.. den went back..

wed.. slack whole day at home.. darlin come le.. den later went to outrum eat the fish head.. den go back..

thurs.. after darlin finish work.. went to bai bai.. den go back cook maggie mee.. haha..

kallang race

cook fried rice and brin to darlin work place for him.. LoL.. on friday night.. he see me le snook.. cox i bluff him i at home.. hahhaa...

aniway.. waited for him finish work le.. went back.. den as i slp the whole day on friday... could not slp at night.. so bug him accompany me go eat porridge.. hahhaa.. eat le.. he brin me go to pungol or dunno wher de seaside... the jetty which we go OBS one.. see pple fishin.. slack.. den went to another side.. the road so ulu one.. -.-" scary.. den he pop wheelie like no body business.. haha.. -.-"

den saturday... wake up at 7.. when i slept at 6+? when i see brightness.. dot.. den earli morning... went down to shop.. den ken and michel there le.. den went to eat.. waited for the pple to come take the two bike.. den we jiu go to kallang stadium there.. kallang race! by yamaha.. haha..

sat is take lap timing.. start damn late.. cox raining..

got a pple buang.. see them all chiong corner den all collapse. got one is cheeseburger sia.. one pple on floor. bike on top.. den one more person on top.. lucky ken is behind them.. so buang le.. no big prob.. den later got one superman.. flip out three times.. den got one is scrambler.. dunno why dash out the road.. -.-" lucki no pple standin there and no lorry pass by.. and lucky i was standin another side callin the stupid pizza hut.. den got pple fall... some bike can start some cannot.. some still get up and continue.. nice..

the pizza hut.. one operater damn fuckin rude.. den i call again.. this one was better.. she let me order.. wad a bitch..

den eat pizza while ken gf joanna order mac.. haha..

den the thing till 5+.. went back to shop.. was so damn sleepi.. went up and slp till 8 like tt.. came down.. saw kenny... they was still doin the two bike... so later me darlin and kenny went to eat... den go home.. koon.....

sunday.. same.. wake up earli morning.. but woke up late.. wake up around 8.. lol.. den went to eat mac breakfast.. den went down to shop.. eddy was there le.. den we went to kallang... ken, joanna and michel was there alreadi.. waited for the race to start.. got quite many grp..

den the supermotar de.. no.4 de ang moh.. damn lau lan.. but he is good.. so he got the champion in tt .. den so he do alot stun.. den before that de semi final tt time he do stun.. bike cannot start.. den pple pillion him back somemore.. haha..

so eddy de two no. 27 de bike.. 4stroke de din went to semi finals.. den the 2stroke de went to semi finals.. but durin semi fell.. but the bike can start and continue.. so cut quite a few pple.. but din manage to get to finals.. nice sportsmanship k.. haha..

den anwiay.. got one malay came to borrow the 4stroke bike... cox his tyre dunno wad happen.. haha

beside eddyong de motor shop yeow painting.. got one uncle.. 51 year old le.. he run expert and a few race.. he got 3 throphy sia... haha.. li hai.. got champion in the "lao ren bei" and other placin in the other two race..

so the thing ended around 5+.. went back bath.. den go shop open.. put back the bike.. den together wif darlin, his bro and his dad.. went to outrum there to eat.. eat le dne went back koon..

den now i am at home liao.. yawn..

tml got accs paper.. ar.. fuck.. alreadi hols mood liao.. hai..

should i go back attica work? dun work no money le.. hai..

life so bored.. shoppin..broke le.. haha

life is so borin.. cries.. hai... jux finish pm1 paper and it sux..

who to blame.. myself loh..

sigh..

aniway.. last sunday.. 13 aug.. go home awhile.. den went out wif darlin.. went to orchard.. paragon first.. buy thing.. den went to heeren.. take pic.. =D den went to cine.. den saw got parade.. haha.. den went to bugis.. buy the perfume.. den go to marina square.. went to eat sakae sushi.. den find david and his gf.. went to bbgg.. den went back le.. actualli goin eat porridge one.. midnight... 1+.. mummy call.. so din eat.. alreadi reach le.. den went down to yishun find her.. happi.. eat spagetti frm 7-11 and tiger beer.. dot.. den 3 mummy go off.. den the who come back.. call mummy.. den she came back.. den we go off..

monday.. wake up le.. went home.. slp.. den till 3+ den wake up.. went to sch submit the gems thing.. den went home.. den go darlin de shop find him..

den tuesday.. at home.. den 2+ go darlin de shop there find him.. go eat.. den later slp at upstairs de room.. den evening wake up.. study.. den go back.. go back le.. go eat .. eat le.. go clinic.. =( expensive sia.. damn..

den slp.. den today wake up.. den later darlin send me home le slack awhile.. go sch.. now at home.. slackin.. haha..

back.. bored.. jux woke up from a nice slp.. haha
from morning till now.. aniway thursday.. dunno why jux slack all the way.. din study for ct.. till late at night.. read up.. dunno how.. so tired and dun feel like goin for paper.. and who knoes.. i raelli skip tt paper sia.. hai.. boi send me home le.. awhile later went to see doc take mc.. doc say my flame gettin more.. haha..

aniway.. slept my way through.. went home.. so initially richel wanted to pass me my things at tpy.. at 12+.. den he says 2+.. so in the end.. i din meet him there.. went down to find cat as she is reachin.. brought myself a pair of slippers, a top. and me and cat shared a puma bag as angel present.. so after shoppin at orchard, me and cat went to marina square.. buy anel present le.. angel comin le.. so went to shop abit.. so brought a top frm zara.. den wait for angel.. so was goin to changing appetitite to eat.. den me adn cat dunno how to go down one level.. lol.. so we saw angel on the way..

went there to eat.. okok la.. the food.. not realli tt nice also.. haha.. den we 7 reach CA that time richel came.. so went out to take my things from him.. den went back to eat.. so three person $60..

after tat went to watch fireworks!!! finally get to watch.. hai.. so pathetic this year.. today one also.. boi cannot make it in time.. =( he now onli on the way home nia.. sigh.. 915pm liao le.. so late.. so the fireworks was nice.. although got block by some trees.. hha..

saw ZR and her bf too.. they went to marina square find us.. so later boi reached le.. seat there took a few pics den boi jiu send me go work liao..

such a long time since i went back to attica to work.. haha.. saw mani new people also.. but dunno them.. aniway was workin at service bar wif kay and hafiz.. den work till 2+ damn headache sia.. diao.. went to smoke break quite a few times.. shhh.. no body knoes.. bth.. -.-" den finalli 530 lights on.. so pack everything.. got my pay!!! haha.. dun need punch in take one day pay.. shiok.. hahahha..

aniway.. got one cust giv me tips.. =( i din wanna take one.. cox take le cannot put into my pocket.. =( cries! den giv azmi saw.. he ask me take den put in tips box.. -.-" wtf! so take lor.. put inside.. hai..

aniway after work.. darlin say wanna fetch me de.. =( but call him so mani times he still sleepin.. so ask bernard to send me to his place.. hee.. lucky i knock his window he wake up. so went to eat.. den later he go work.. i slp all the way till now.. lol..

=P

no fireworks tonight. =( last day le!!! HAIX

exams sux!

just reached back home from sch.. measurement paper.. and it suck.. cox i din study door.. adjustment.. so did onli some of the roofing stuffs and finishes.. so basicalli skip everything behind.. wonder how to pass.. but actualli no mood go exams also.. hai..

tml ct.. morning paper somemore.. wtf.. din touch anything yet.. so knowledge of ct is still zero now.. and its goin to 6pm.. tml morning take paper.. gosh.. and i am fuckin tired and sleepi now..

so ytd national day.. get to catch some fire works frm boi house there.. haha..

din realli remember wad i did last few days... onli remember went in to malaysia.. first time go think is friday night.. is meet up wif david le.. den go to ecp home find ahlau etc.. den later went to malaysia.. saw quite a few of his fren.. den second time go malaysia forget when also.. mux see passport.. lol.. den second time actualli boi goin wif sister onli.. den sister not so earli.. so we both went in.. den go inside there eat the "la la" den sat i think.. went fishin wif darlin boi.. at marina south.. actualli is fish prawn la.. lol... first time fish.. so funni.. hahah..

den monday.. 7-08-06
had CRS paper in the morning.. and later break 3hrs plus.. den had CP paper.. finish quite earli.. went home.. no mood study.. went to tanjong pagar.. find sister, kenny, george, eddy, xiang hao.. and they got another fren evelyn.. they open chivas.. den till 2+ go home.. raining somemore.. diao..

den 08-08-06.. their bike day.. so study at home.. though not in a mood.. forcin myself.. hai.. dun understand.. measurement.. kaox..den at night.. went roundin.. before tt went to tan tock seng wif desmond, alex and his gf.. go there see desmond de sister.. den later head over to penisular.. got some of his fren there.. den later all of us went to marina square.. 7-11.. den later went over to cineleisure.. so mani bikes sia.. the whole carpark.. haha.. cars cant even go in! lol.. so quite a big grp there.. but alot go diff places.. so we went to serangoon eat prata.. haha.. den jiu go home le..

den 09-08... slp and slp.. watch NDP.. think tts all bah.. haha..

damn fucked up.. argh..

yesterday darlin wierd wierd one.. today he not feelin well.. hmm.. take care boi.. =)

long time since i come back to blog.. yawn.. exam period now.. fuck.. not in a mood to study at all.. got study also dunno wad i am studyin.. haha.. aniway..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

goin to watch the NDP le.. owhahaha.. bb! i wan watch fire works.. =( this year nv watch at all.. hai

at boi house... all watchin tv.. i usin comp.. lol.. jus finish the pm1 proj.. haven touch up.. yawn..

aniway.. yesterday.. was so sleepi.. so slp at 6+pm.. wake up at 8+.. den later 9+ boi come le.. so went to shop.. his brake de screw dropped out.. -.-" den fixed le.. waitin for kenny to come.. den we went to plaza sing watch movie.. went to buy tix le.. went to play hotd4.. so long nv play.. den later went to eat KFC le.. slack abit.. den watched "too fast too furious!" tokyo drift.. not bad.. their drifting.. nice.. haha.. den later finish le.. jiu went back to boi house slp..

morning wake up at 8+am.. cox he need to reached the shop earli.. so went to eat le.. den he send me home.. on the way went to tpy lor 5 to buy you tiao.. he wanna buy for my ah ma eat.. haha.. den later reached home.. awhile.. i slp all the way till 3+.. when filbert call me.. lol.. meet him at tpy mac to do the pm1 proj.. after two hrs.. we haven finish! minus 30min of me eatin and starting the pro.. 1.5 hr!! still not done.. damn.. a 1000 words report.. den later 6 we decided to go home and do.. lol..

so i reach home.. got nth to do.. online and online.. online till noting to online.. dots.. bo liao.. later on.. went down buy battery.. funny thing.. lena ask me.. wher u goin.. i say i go buy batt.. den she laugh.. cox she jus went down and buy.. so she tell me go wher and buy wad brand de cheaper.. so rene ask me help her buy.. haha.. so went down loh.. for a smoke break too.

den go up house awhile.. den boi jiu come le.. so went down meet him.. accompany him eat at hougang.. den come up his house.. till now.. dots.. -.-" i feel like sleepin.. but dunno why.. after 12 i will be energetic again i predict.. lol.. mayb goin to ecp home later... haha.. bb!

yeah.. i am back.. haha.. waitin for boi to come over.. he still at home bathin.. -.-'.. aniway.. ytd.. went over to shop.. at amk there.. wait for stupid bus damn long.. funni thing is thomas horn me.. den he pillion me in withought helmet.. lol.. near near nia ma.. den he see le he stun.. lol..

den later wait for him off work.. den went to eat there.. den go back watch lie huo zhan che! den watch finish le.. went to eat teochew porridge.. eat le.. he say wanna go walk walk.. den we went to pungol park.. haha.. den later jiu go home le..

den today!! friday!!! nice day.. no sch! so morning wake up le.. went down together to shop there to eat.. eat le.. den actualli meetin filbert at amk do proj.. but he say tml meet tpy. -.-" so stay there for quite long.. playin gameboi all the way.. diao.. mario play til last round le.. but i dunno why dunno how to play the king.. lol.. so play play play.. du lan.. giv up.. lol..den later boi send me home.. den stay at home do the stupid mini egg proj.. kaox..

do finish le.. too tired.. go slp.. till now.. jux bath come out.. dunno later goin wher.. din meet up the gers.. hmm..

turn in life.. =) hopeful..

long time din come and blog le.. haha.. realli damn long.. cox i was plain lazi.. lol.. last entry was like one week plus ago.. haha.. many things happen.. hmm.. dun think i can remember also.. lol..

aniway.. monday, tuesday, wed, was as usual..go school le.. go home slp.. den go ecp.. lol.. standard.. den 20th.. a day.. =) he came to pick me to sch on thursday.. den friday.. i overslept.. lol.. so tt day ms yong was sayin late comers dun go.. so eventualli i din wana go la.. so went to see a doctor.. fuck.. 22bucks.. for cough onli.. dots.. den later went home.. take the medicine.. damn drowsy.. kaox.. so went to slp.. den at night go ecp there again.. -.-" everyday drink tiger sia.. now becomin fatter liao.. hai.. den tt day went up his place.. cox he too tired to fetch me home.. lol.. so next morning wake up le.. he send me home le den he go work.. den i go home le.. slp awhile.. den meet up wif cat.. at orchard.. around 6+.. walk around.. den later boi come to fetch me at plaza sing.. den go wher? go ecp lor.. LOL.. go there go until manager knoe us.. open one jug for us.. haha..

den sunday.. he din go work.. so we went to bugis and eat sakae wif david and his gf.. den monday.. go sch.. tuesday.. take mc.. wed.. go sch for measurement onli.. today.. went to sch.. so.. normal routine.. go eat le.. den he send me to sch..=D den onli ytd went down to ecp.. the day before i think monday also.. haha.. ya.. den today.. guai one.. goin home slp..

anwiay meet up wif cat ytd evening also.. at bugis.. and took a cab down to clarke quay to meet wei long as i overslept.. cab fare fuckin expensive.. 14 bucks! no chocie.. aniway attica does not want to hire him.. cox he not 18 yet.. so brin him to kura.. heng he got a job there.. den we go eat long john.. den meet cat there.. 9+ boi come fetch me.. den go ecp awhile.. den jiu go back le..

aniway.. was jus thinking.. kaox.. tt fuckin guy dun even wanna return me my things.. unless i go up his house.. wtf.. ur attitude realli makes me feel ... eee.. dun say le.. bb.. lol

the end of a chapter. its over

back.. wohaha.. last post type halfway.. den go out meet up wif eunice at bugis ard around 7+.. den 9+ go work.. workin at pos 2.. den pos 1 machine spoilt. so fuckin slam.. -.-"

den later after work.. actualli short of 8.50.. den go take the money.. put inside le.. dough counted.. den tell me go in count again.. so yuan lai i nv short.. lol.. kenna suan by him.. diao.. den he disturbin me.. so alvin took pic for us.. den he say wad he leavin i wun miss him all tt.. diao.. den jane was there laughin.. haha.. den take so mani pic he all got comment.. den after 4photo he still not happi.. den i walk out.. LOL.. den got the attica tshirt given by jane..

den later after work more fuckin funni.. they was playin wif water gun! left behind by customer... den kenna sprayed.. diao.. den i go snatch one of it frm jeremy.. the smaller one.. the big one damn power.. den later lorenzo go spay doug usin the bigger watergun.. lol.. den he go in bar take two can of coke.. lol..

den after work she took transport back.. so me and him walk to mrt.. din say a single sentence.. den he accompany me to mrt.. den went off.. took a train home.. slp.. was waken up by his sms.. at 2+.. sayin he wants to break..so say alot thing also la.. aniway..

after tt.. went to bugis meet cat at 4+.. went to eat mos burger.. and she brought me a stick of flower! LOL.. so sweet of her.. hahah! den later walk around.. went to change.. and was 6+ le.. change to venture full u loh.. den cabbed down to ngee ann sec.. wah.. the cab fare damn fuckin expensive! 18 bucks!!!!!

den the campfire was alright lor.. not realli tt fun.. seat there and have our small meetin onli.. haha... siglap scouts cf next fri.. not confirmed.. aniway.. so mani of us pop come out tt day.. lol.. nan de.. haha..

den later went to eat at st23 there. mama hosue downstair.. den eat le.. siang came and fetched me home.. changed.. den go down to ecp de home.. was not feeling realli tt good.. and was still smsing him.. pointless i could say.. hai.. den was kind of drunk for awhile.. den siang keep askin me why.. i din't wanna say.. so he keep drinking loh.. den later go cabanah.. go me, siang, david, lau, eddie and phenky.. den he ordered one barrer.. they could not finish and when siang go toilet they pour some away.. haha..

den was tokin.. den i told him.. but he forget le.. cox he drunk.. -.-" den aniway.. he still brin me go eat at "wang wang" scary.. together wif david.. den later pei him go patrol staion den go home.. reached home at 7am.. den slp at 8+..

den afternoon 6pm wake up.. slack at home.. eat.. online.. den he 9+ came down find me.. den go home again.. den eunice came.. we today miss alot songs sia.. lol.. went to play pool and photo hunt. den 3+ jiu went home le.. so i now online.. lol..

dunno tml can wake up not sia.. hai.. -.-" i must! and i will! because i am a good girl.. i din drink jux now.. =D

hmm..

--- i've kept my promise, and u chose to leave again.. this time i won't ask u to stay with me anymore -trust- ---

back! borin.. goin to work later... but eunice like not done yet.. so come blog first.. wohaha.. dunno wad the hell she doin at home..

aniway.. continue from my last post.. online.. till 6+am.. jy reached le.. so went to had breakfast.. after tt.. went to sch.. nv slp leh.. haha.. reached tehre at 8+.. had accs make up klass.. later was crs, pm1.. den ct went to the site near buona vista.. dunno wad MRT station was that.. a new round line.. haha.. went to seE the excavation.. but cant take pic.. gotta do site report again.

so after site visit.. went home to slp..

tuesday.. woke up... late.. lol.. at 10+.. so din go for accs.. went for measurement.. after measurement, 5pm, went tpy.. buy the sketch book frm popular.. den went home.. slack awhile.. went to meet eunice and wei hao... meet wei hao at orchard first.. shop.. brought the skirt and jeans from topshop! finalli! wohaha. cox levis dun have ani nice one.. diao.. den eunice reach le. we go eat.. den play pool..

at the pool center was damn funni.. first is eunice make dao the guy wif the cue stick.. den i was laughin at her.. den later wei hao go off le.. den later awhile later.. my turn to make dao another guy.. lol.. -.-" so before wei hao go back.. was down there askin him to buy drink for me.. but the machine there closed.. so he din buy.. den he dun wan go up help me buy also.. haha.. so later beside our table de.. playin billard de guys went out le.. den come in again.. ask us wad we wanna drink.. haha.. so tell them dun wan loh.. ps wad.. lol.. den later he went off..

so me and eunice went to KTV! till 4+am.. den go tpy.. den go eat mac.. den later 6 pei her take cab. den i go home. bath.. go sch.. -.-" yawn

so fuckin tired in sch.. so bth.. go till 12+ after lunch.. jiu go home le..

den go tabao food for him. den go find him. slp all the way..

till thurday morning.. LOL..

went to sch.. for everything.. den go home..

slack.. den siang came my house print smth.. den later went to fei fei eat wan tan mee. den went down to home ktv at ecp.. there today got lau, eddy, phenky, den later saw thomas also. den euncie came down find me.. wohaha.. den at there was funni also.. lol.. they open one bottle of martel.. drink quite alot.. den later me and eunice wanted to play pool. but there is winner stay ma.. so went to ask tt guy wanna let both of us play not.. he say ok.. but loser gotta drink.. beer.. so i say i dun drink beer.. so he offered me tequila shot.. so i say ok lor.. den i lose la.. cox tt eunice la.. nv tell me she touch the colour ball before she go in the black one.. so she foul lor! lol..

den later went back.. so the next table toss us another cup.. -.-" and jux now the tequila no lemon! -.-" den friday cant wake up to go skool.. head veri pain.. so slp.. till 3+.. online..

ITALY!!!!

wohaha.. jus finished watchin soccer.. yeah! italy.. but i din buy penalty leh.. buy level ball italy nia.. lol..

aniway.. hmm.. went to meet eunice on fri after i wake up.. at 7+ .. went to bugis eat chicken rice.. den went off to work.. collect pay.. shoiok... haha..

workin in service bar wif lorenzo and jeremy.. and tt lorenzo.. after eatin one lime dun wanna play wif me 5-10.. lol.. was kindof borin.. after work.. walk to his house loh..

slp.. till 3+.. den went to eat mos burger at ermarald point.. den went to borders.. walk around.. den he go dota.. while i go home.. change.. den go work.. workin at 9 on sat night ma..

actualli workin till 4 one.. but not enugh cashier upstair.. so jane ask me work upstairs till 6.. and bloody hell.. was supposed to work at main bar pos one.. so counted the float.. go over to baggage to cover first.. so counted the float there.. later suddenli jane ask me work service bar till 6.. so go up lor.. den count the float again.. 3times sia! damn..

den workin wif hafiz and bernard loh.. haha.. hafiz eat lemon.. lol.. was damn hungry.. diao..

den after work.. went to eat mac wif eunice and hafiz.. den he later den come.. took a cab.. dun say le.. say le also sian.. he gave me ten bucks take cab..

den later reach deport le.. help wei hao dye le hair.. den siang come le.. den went to tpy lor 4 eat.. den he come up print thing den go off le.. so i online till 1+..

xy and helen gonna do proj two person..well.. say alot of thing also la.. tml site visit dun think i need to go. not i dun wan go is teacher dun wan me go.. dunno le.. sian..

fucked up.

den go slp.. till 11+pm.. wake up..den siang reached le.. so went down to joo chiat eat.. he pass me a keychain.. lol.. den went down to ecp.. home.. watchin soccer there.. they opened martel.. quite mani pple there.. den later durin the extra 30min he jiu send me home le.. so reached home le.. continue to watch the penalty.. wohahaha..

i am so damn hungry.. =(

aniway.. sigh.. its true tt why a girl would believe a guy loves her.. haha.. when he dun even bother to giv u a sms to assure he is safe and did go work.. or even a i miss u.. nah..

trust.. its important.. but dun lose it.. cox its hard to get it back..

i dun think its true tt.. if u love tt person u wil trust them wholeheartedly.. even if u dun love him, u will still trust him if he can be trusted..
if u love tt guy.. u will trust him.. but to a extend tt.. he might not be true to u.. cox he knoes u trust him and thus, wad he do he will still lie to u cox he want u to trust him.. dunno how to say la.. but.. wads tt.. hai..

wads goin on me sia.. hai..

damn.. just now sms him.. den reply me halfway den he called me.. den tellin me he waitin for cab.. sayin they goin clubbin or smth.. din tell me he goin.. onli say he helpin to call cab..

now jus call him.. tellin me he in jeremy car.. den i say.. u goin together ar.. den he say ya.. wad the fuck..

cant jus say so. as if i wun let u go like tt.. den i say in jeremy car also nv sms me.. den u say u jus get in.. ha.. i believe u.. hmm.. ya.. i will try..

world cup.. make me lose 100+ liao.. diao..

its been some time since i last blog. haha.. one week? hmmm

aniway.. sat.. slp and slp.. lol.. wake up le.. meet up wif wei hao at 10+pm.. at dhoby gaught. so waited for his another fren to come.. ray or smth de la.. den walked over to prinsep there.. went to one of the pub behind Mr bean.. and !! there is England and portugal match..! score 0-0.. fuck.. my 50 bucks flew away.. haha.. port won afterall.. so no mood to buy and watch the next match of brazil and france i think.. haha.. and one of his fren still say wanna share wif me.. idiot.. take my lollipop somemore.. and nv share the loses wif me.. haha..

so.. richel booked out at night.. 11+.. smsed me.. so kind of quarrel lor.. cox he says i rather go meet my fren which i sees everyday den to meet him when i din saw him for a week.. hmm..

aniway.. after watchin the match wif his grp of frens.. we went off to meet eunice at cineplex. walked over there.. den me and her decided to go ktv one.. den stupid wei hao la.. dun wan dun wan.. den siang reached le.. wei hao dun wan go ktv. so decided to compromise. see got wad movie first.. haha.. and tt bastard make me fell down in the lift.. damn.. den no show watch.. den he finalli decided to go ktv! lol..

so went to the food court eat first.. eat le.. we went to part world.. till next morning 6am.. went to the kopitiam at dhoby gaught there eat.. den david came also.. den me eunice and wei hao decided to play pool ma.. so they go off first.. while we cabbed to marina.. cox tt wh say got 24hr.. idiot.. den in the end nv play. cab to his house.. slp awhile.. kenna slam by them. idiot.
throw me up and slam me on the bed.. -.-"

den later eunice go home. den pei him go dye hair lor. brin him to the salon at tiong bahru. before tt went to eat sakae sushi.. wohaha..

finish le.. went home.. so fuckin tired.. den he accompany me.. so seatin at mos burger there.. talk awhile.. den later go to his place.. at night.. i think.. dun realli remember.. lol..

so monday.. could not wake up.. too damn tired.. was sleepin all the way till afternoon.. dots.. wake up.. den went to eat.. den sllp again.. lol..

tuesday.. he wake me up.. wake up le.. went down to eat.. eat le.. take mrt go sch while he go home. dunno wtf accounts is tokin.. so durin the two hr break went to jurong east.. wif hx, tracy, cj, ka, alvin. i think. yea.. played pool wif cj. before goin back sch for measurement. haha..

and measurement.. diao.. was so fuckin sleepy.. dunno why.. so halfway of measurement i went off.. meet up jia yeow..

cabbed to his house wait for him change.. den we went down to town~! went to PS.. walk around.. buy ice cream.. woahhaa.. den walk around orchard.. saw a levis demin jacket.. but there no size.. i no cash wif me ma.. den he lend me his atm card go buy while he go work first.. haha.. so went back to ps.. which the sales ger tell me at there.. damn her.. reached le they say is raffles city. so go down lor.. bought the jacket.. den cabbed back to paragon.. fuckin lazi..

passed him the card.. den i go home le.. den at night was initialli falin asleep.. -.-" but yao called me.. so i woke up.. den jux nice siang sms me.. so wake up bath.. den he reached le.. so went down to home ktv.. haha.. at around 10+.. so stayed there till around 3.. damn funni lor.. his fren ken was showin and doin those magic trick.. den kopi keep tryin but fail.. haha.. so was laughin at him.. lol.. kenny went of earli..

den after tt went to eat at joo chiat.. wif kopi and ken.. when goin off tt stupid ken go smack my helmet.. -.-" den siang send me home..

reach home slp.. yeah.. wassup on wed! never go sch lor.. went to sch for gems presentation onli.. haha.. after presentation went down to bugis meet eunice.. walk around.. do nth..

went back to tpy.. take thing.. den go orchard.. play pool.. eat.. den richel called.. so told him wher i am.. den tt bastard out of a sudden behind me shout at me.. -.-" scare tio.. haha.. den.. aiya.. aniway accompany eunice wait for cab.. den went back slp.. -.-"

so wake up on thurs morning.. lucki i manage to wake up myself.. lol.. but was late.. cox pmm lesson change to one pm.. so din manage to meet them for proj.. soemmroe my phone no batt.. damn.. so obviously dunno wad contract pro was abt.. the lecturer nv brin me my chocolate.. she say i next week go her lesson den giv me.. dot dot dot..

den later after tt.. all of them went to AGM.. but i din go.. went to t 16 find wei hao.. slack there.. online... buy the toast bread and ice cream.. owhaha.. den bu zhi bu jue 8pm le.. haha.. wanted to go tiong bahru one.. not so far.. tt stupid guy dun wan go.. damn..

so me wh and jason went to clementi lor.. eat.. play pool.. den later siang came..

den later waited till 10+.. he send me home.. funni sia..

helpin him to do some doc ma.. den some i dunno.. so in the end ask him come up my house.. den the funny thing:
he onli knoe i stay third floor ma.. so he walked up.. wif my mother infront of him but he dunno she is my mum..
so my mum tio scare.. thinking why a guy following her..
so my darin mum go ask him : who u lookin for? why at here..
den siang says : fren..
mum: which floor ur fren stay
siang: third
mum: which unit
siang:dunno
mum: wad ur fren name
siang: lydia
so my mum replied : oh! i am her mother... LOL
siang immediately scare tio also.. call "aunty"
so fuckin funni..

my mum pressed the door bel... so i went to open the door.. thinking siang know which unit mehx.. wierd.. so open the door saw them.. lol.. cox my phone on silent mode.. never pick up his call.. lol..

den help him type finish le.. print le.. den he went off..

haha.. hmm..

he chose dota den me.. diao.. aniway.. he frm ytd night MIA till now.. haha.. nice .. fuck it.. =)

so today mornign.. overslept.. too tired and lazi to wake up.. din go sch for lecture.. but den.. 12+ still travel to sch do ct proj.. meet up wif daniel and filbert.. do the proj lor.. do till 2+ jiu went off le.. dot dot dot..

reach home.. online till now.. wohaha.. think goin slp awehile.. tonight workin.. sian..

gotten three warning letter.. shhhhh.. crs, pmm and pm1.. diao diao diao..

sigh. everythings changing.. changing into something i dont recgonise.. into another world.. maybe i dont even know who am i now.. hai..

aniway.. cat.. if u read this.. sorri for not meetin u to collect the cert on sat.. sorri sorri..

was sleepy.. but cant realli get to slp..

he booked out le i think. smsed him but he din reply me.

so went to dye hair on friday noon after doctor.. went home first. slack awhile. before headin to bedok... meet up wif eunice at her house there. bring diesal down. den walk to 85. brin him back. fed him. den went back to 85 again. go gan mummy there dye hair. plus abit highlight.

eunice went off halfway. so finished everything at 6+.. went home. meet up wif hx to take some pic of tpy. brought a top. shared wif her cox 2 for 16.. haha. den went home.

someone told me smth.. or rather ask me smth. and speaks the ans.. dot.

went down to home.. siang paid for me the cab fare. haha.. den me him and willy loh. drink abit. was sleepi and tired. sigh.

den went home. online till 10+am before i get to bed to slp. slp till 3+ wake up.. den siang is nice to buy me wantan mian frm joo chiat. haha.. and two packet somemore. one got chilli one no chilli.. diao. so took the food le. jiu go back home.

was still sleepy.. but din go to slp.. was tokin wif eunice and weihao on the phone.. den around 7+ siang came. went to hougang. waited for him awhile. den went to find george. so he drove to serangoon to eat. the xiang gu ba chor mee. lol. different kind.. eat le.. went back to geroge house downstair. den he go off le.. den we went to singapore pools buy soccer.. germany.. and i lost la! -.-" cox draw.. dot.. den later went down to home again.. wait for his frens.. hmm.. had been goin there for the second day.. but today no table.. friday night leh! got soccer.. so went to the pool there watch loh. the indian ciger sux. diao.

din finish watchin the match. and my passport is wif someone. damn fucked up. dun even wanna reply me. knn.. so cannot go jb..

den went to joo chiat there drink something. and decided to go euncie hse find her. since she doin her alice programme.

so she went down to find us. den later she went up brin diesel down. haha. den later tok and tok. den she go up take lap top. den me and siang go ta bao food frm 85.. after eatin.. was 4am. so was kindof tired. so went home..

goin to 6am.. not a sms back frm him. still say wanna c me after u bk out. haha. nice joke. dunno wad is he doin now too.. hmm.. mayb sleepin? hmm.. dunno.. dun even to bother to sms me when u bk out also. but its ok la.. i dun think u treat me as ur gf now. so u dun have to tell me..

this thoughts had been wonderin around my mine this two days. how bastard can a guy be.. u will never ever knoe. cox even if u got the evidence. they also wun admit. they will jux find some excuses to cover it. tokin bout it makes me feel sad for her too. sigh.

mayb it would be much much much better iff guys dont exist in this world! they make life difficult for gers, making them hurt, lying to gers is their profession, kenna find out still wun admit and find excuse somemore.hey.. come on.. get a life man... wads the use of being such a guy. u knoe how to say him. but u? dun even knoe how to reflect on urself.!

u can play but knoe ur limits.

wher will be love when there is no trust..
wher will be trust when u dont love?

nah.. both comes together.. but sometimes.. u will onli have one thing.. is u love but u dont trust...

u love tt person.. u want to trust him wholeheartdly.. u tried.. but he cant seems to giv u the trust and the sercureness.. u love tt person.. u will willing to giv a try to trust him.. but its realli difficult.. not because u dont love him.

wanting to gain someone trust is not jux by saying.. after u break the person trust.. should'nt u take ur time.. ur everything.. try to do to gain back the trust u lost?
should'nt u not lie again.. askin me not to doubt u... but wad u doin is doubtful to me.. and u wanted me to not doubt u.. isnt it funny? wierd..

trust and love is not smth to be claim by saying.. its easy to say.. but issit true?

why? things happening are so contrasting.. one day can happen this.. one day can happen that.. mayb u did not do anything.. mayb u did.. mayb wad u say were lies.. mayb wad u say is the truth.. how the hell am i supposed to knoe..

its impossible.. who will admit if the person tell lies.. sayin" ya. i am lyin to u"

wad u told me on tt day.. on tt faithful night.. wads tt? nah..


"sometimes the best way to lose someone is to grab hard and not know when to let go"

sometimes, learning life in a hard way isn't easy..